beware of smiles

i miss my laughters.
when u are happy,whatever happens to you,you will just take it easy.
however,when you're not in good mood, you will easily get angry on a tiny little things..
human, you are here to learn to control yourself..that's how the people around you judge whether you're a good tempered person or bad tempered person...
i've seen a movie, the actor said " eventhough u do not like the person on the way he talks to you, you have to smile...smile even louder..make him confuse, persuade him to believe that you're actually very happy on what he'd said or induce him that you like him very much."..wow, that sounds very fake and i personally felt that it's rather cunning..so beware of ppl smile behind u as well as in front of u..

well,i know i have to control myself, but not to the extent to leave a wrong impression to others...or i really dunno how to act..when i'm not happy, i'll tell u or eventhough i din tell u,my face will show...i just can't control my facial expression...
well,maybe i can't control my facial expression, i think i still can control my emotion...in secondary schooldays, i never control my anger, i just spread it out,i felt it's cool last time..but now i felt it's rude....it's really really bad.